Now this is a total “My Life” entry. No Job today, yep! Well okay, maybe there’s a second entry today that will be about my Job, but for now it’s just my life!
So let’s take on the first point: “Beauty and Me-Beast“. As you know, 4/5th of my class is on a London-Paris schooltrip this week and the next. So well, I thought that the class-beauty (maybe even school beauty) ‘Alba‘ has gone to the trip aswell. But she just missed yesterday and came today.
Something I cannot understand about my self is, that I always act like an idiot towards any girl I like. I treat them like a moron. I get nasty and mean.
It’s not that I love her, but you know. She is just “The” Perfect Woman (or girl). Nothing about her physical shape is wrong or bad. Even a scar she has on her right cheek is just sexy. It’s someone you look at (as a boy) and your hormones just go crazy. You cannot stop thinking about dirty stuff….. STOP! I’m getting off the trail. A bit too intime I think? *grin*
Well, fact is, I act foolish towards her. And I do not have the sligthest clue why. Nervousity perhaps?
She is always very nice to me. She even calls me by my name, other than many other girls of her, lets say “Class” or “Category”, do. (I sound very in love. Do I? Well, but I am not…. I Swire!) Normally everyone calls me “Chino” (Chinese) because of my slight fisical appearance (my mother is from Tailand). But she just called me by my name since the first day. That’s something I do really appreciate.
But I shall not make me so many hopes. I know that she has got a boyfriend and that’s just fine.
To get back to the main thing: I hate it likeI always act. And sometimes I can even see that she gets deprimed when I act like that. But it’s the way I just react. And I’d love to be able to change it. You don’t know how much I’d like to.
But okay, as I said yersterday: Life sucks, and we all have to live with it.
Lets get to theme number 2: “Ethics and Low-Volume Notebooks“. Nothing really intresting at all. I do not even know why I added this. Maybe just to take on the idea of “long titles. But okay, I annouced it, now I have to talk about it:
I had to repeat my ethics exam. Okay nothing big. But the second thing is actually… well thinking about it, it’s not even funny:
A woman from the Government came to school today for a presentation in our class about the violence in relations. So he brought her notebook and put in a small short movie. Unfortunatley she had her speakers very low, so we couldn’t hear anything.
Oh, funny, not? Yeah, not funny I know. Okay, next time something better. I swire!
